Just because it's Christmas

and on Christmas you tell the truth (Love Actually, 2003), I would just like to say how excited and a bit worried I am for 2011. Here I am uncertain with my new/next job, my current job and what to do if I lose both due to reasons beyond my control. Going back home for good would be nice, but as what I've told April, I am not yet ready to leave Singapore. There are some things I needed to do (in terms of financial support to my family) and wanted to do (concerning budget airlines and travel) so I have to stay and work here. Some of my closest friends know how tough these few weeks have been for me, and I am just hoping for an awesome 2011.